Saturday, February 21, 2009

Missing Him

It's weird to sit here and not know what to blog about. I'm always thinking about things I could blog about and am often writing blogs in my head while driving down the road. I'm in a slump right now.

It's been a rough week. It's amazing how one event can knock you so far off center in your life that you struggle to get back in place. I'm doing good, I'm getting there.

I think I'm just in a slump. Kevin has been gone almost 9 months and we really need to be together. I miss him and I think that it's just too long to go without seeing each other. It was our choice to wait this long and in many ways I am happy we did. I'm just ready to see him and hold him again.

For some reason watching the rest of 1st Cavalry leave was really hard. Maybe it's because I knew how each of those families were feeling. I went to a 4th Infantry Division Homecoming and that was just weird. I was happy for all those families but it took me back to our last Homecoming. I can't describe what you feel. I wasn't welcoming my Soldier home but I was almost as emotional as I would be if I was.

Tonight I watched a movie on HBO called Taking Chance. I cried the entire hour and a half. I don't know why I made myself watch it, but I did. Maybe I just needed that good cry. Google it if you want to know why I would cry over it.

I think I just miss my love.♥


Jess said...

Hugs and prayers of comfort and a safe return of your soldier is a long time to be away from each other... and the stress/emotions you have to deal with on all levels.. is just sometimes Im sure... a lot more than anyone would think unless in your situation.

I hope you feel comfort soon.

Amy,Chuck,SabrinaKitty said...

((Big Hugs))

J.R. and Michelle said...

Cyber hugs. I'm sure that your emotions are all over the place right now. Hope you can find a way to get out of your "slump"